Not in-Sanity

I need to be free

I need to fly away

I need to run

I need to stay

I need the silence

to come out of my sense

I need the screams

to take me out to dance

I need the pleasure

of being lonely

I need the gesture

in front of me

I need the craziness

to call me

and the logic

to never hide

through my skin in panic

with my weakness

I need to talk

but though to stay quiet

I need to stop crying

I need to let go

I need God to tell me

what the hell is wrong

or the devil to come and get me

to finally burn my soul

I have no sense at all

I just remain trying to find my missed call

I look up in the air

I keep trying to find my place

I look in the floor

in the bright eyes of the sweetest lady

I call her my baby

But though

I keep missing something

Something that I do not know

Madness gets me

Blowing it all

I close my eyes

I put my hands on my ears

I repeat constantly

"Please forgive me"

I find no replies

Not even lies

I just lay

I just close my eyes

And my ears

until sanity

comes and finds me...

Ana Lía Casvar